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For years I tried oh so hard to help you and get you clean and you had finally given me some hope, but oh was I wrong.
I held you in my arms as you came into this world and as you left it. Our souls are forever linked and I will love you always. Your sickning addiction to heroin has taken you away from everyone who loves you.
I realized we would most likely never have been best friends, but I did love my mother. While of course you have to put yourself first, just know that someday you may need a loved one to be your rock, your tough love, your support system and that we can never truly know what is going on in someone else’s mind. We need to do all we can to save others from our pain 💔💔 I have been struggling with a heroin addiction for 6 years. I want to be clean and sober and not struggle with addiction everyday more than anything else I could ever have.
I did enjoy the periods where we were on the same level, enjoyed our adventures to deep conversations, her wisdom and input on many a topic. That makes me more sad than when I feel alone and know that the need to have your mother is no longer an option for me. the ups and downs, smiles and screams, tantrums and binges. What secrets and demons they deal with that are never mentioned. So try to embrace those you love as well as yourself. Please pray for me to get better and have a better life for me my family my kids and everyone else around me.
My mother was saucey, she was intelligent, fiesty, loved to shop, loved to garage sale, loved scrap booking, reading, taking/getting pictures of her kids & grandkids.
My mother would have manic ups and downs as well as cause unnecessary drama at times. In retrospect and maturity as well as longevity of motherhood setting in – I see and understand more that the tough love and support I gave were not enough.
i know that my brother had a lot of problems to run away from.